think(I)

"don't let your heart rule your head"; i let my head rule my heart.
& when music takes control of your emotions, any idea why?

leave it

its not one last cry, but one last try.

when your voice travels through your own ear

i heard the echo of my own voice.
i realized that i was talking to myself all the while

open your eyes wide

people claim that time never waits for man. like what they say... cherish what you've got because you'll never know when you'll lose them for good. be it your family members, friends or soul mate.. where love's concerned, theres definitely gonna be some sacrifices made. "you reap what you sow". and the first step is to be truthful to yourself because chances dont come easily. guess what... i caught my clock going backwards today. so what does it allude to? that we can turn back time? or that the impossible can be made possible? or would you rather say "your eyes are playing tricks on you"? when your clock stops ticking.. the world still moves on *with or without you

get your brain thinking

its comical how things started off sweet and ended up with a bitter conclusion.

its amusing how bad beginnings could lead to happy endings.

its silly how people could say that "good beginnings make good endings"..

but it sounds wacky to hear people say that "good endings make good beginnings".

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well perhaps all of us have tried or i should say, experienced this "STEPPING OUT" journey in life.

but who actually really agrees that every "good endings make good beginnings"??

take into consideration the difference between a good ending and a better ending.

seriously is there any better things in store for us to look forward to?

i questioned. ??!?!

and agn, do we draw our own dreams or do we design them?

beautiful dreams are hard to retain. and the worst nightmares linger and haunt you nights.

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have you ever been lost in dreams?

have you ever dreamt of something you hoped it could happen for real?

have you ever tried finding means and ways to convince yourself that you weren't dreaming?

if you pinched yourself twice and felt the slight pain, what does it imply?? that you were sober and aint dreaming?

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dreams make us go "I wish.." for 5 seconds and then make us fall right back asleep.

whatever it is, enough said. *sweet dreams

random post #1

just-some-random-post.

concerning what crowds think is COOL,

yet seemed more of a Fool rather than Cool to me (:
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do you think drinking is cool?

do you think puffing on cigarettes is cool?

do you think ecstasy is cool?
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well i'm referring to...

people who's drinking only to prove their ability to hold their liquor well..

people who's smoking only to brag about how manly they are..

& people who's consuming drugs only to prove to their fellow peers how bold they are..
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no offence but seriously... take a minute to think about it. IS IT WORTH THE RISK??

mummy's day!

it's 13MAY! which indicates that... it's MOTHER'S DAY

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anw we celebrated mum's belated birthday when she came down on mon @ pan pac hai tien lo

dress code: formal; and guess what? i was quite persistent of getting there in my gym shorts initially loll..

they were yummy and appetizing
and she's got the ferrero rocher-based birthday cake [: [:

MUM'S SATISFACTION: (hopefully ha)
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& my first attempt at making senna's very own handmade mother's day card. hopefully it doesnt turn out too bad =D

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it may seem a lil kinda random, out-dated, kiddy and stuff making a DIY mum's day card but 's my only way of expressing the words i guess i'd never have the courage to tell her face to face. just to add on to the quite-sweet-pleasant corny words ive written on the card (i guess i'd never wanna read em twice), forgive me for being rude and selfish at times. for trying to walk off in between our arguments, for making your blood boil and all. sry if ive made you worried and sad but truly i do appreciate every little things you've done for me, for the neverending sacrifice, for never walking out on me, and for understanding me. thanks mummy
happy mother's day [:

the betrayal and the betrayed

its never advantageous to be too readily influenced by other people's words and to trust someone easily. 's never been facile to find someone whom you love, and loves you back. but its never been any harder to find someone whom you click off well, yet loves you more than you do love him. imagine getting to know that you ended a perfectly cool love-filled and no-conflicts relationship over some untrue words of someone whom you actually regard as a good friend of yours. you stayed home thinking why why why would you fall for someone like him, why would you pick him out of all the guys and etc etc. and after two long years... the truth finally came to light. so its your so-called friend who's behind this all this while.. telling you all the cheezy, shabby and sleazy stuffs about him, and you actually buy the story without much thought. and i guess nothing beats the pain of learning that your 'friend' actually had interest in him back then and was bent on separating you guys. how do you feel? like the whole world's toppling upon you? when that hurt is realized, it is flashed back to the FOOLISH multiplied by ten million. but added is GUILT, to your beloved one. love is there, known only to the Foolish with the regret. not seen by the Betrayed, as the haze of pain and hurt interferes.