its never advantageous to be too readily influenced by other people's words and to trust someone easily. 's never been facile to find someone whom you love, and loves you back. but its never been any harder to find someone whom you click off well, yet loves you more than you do love him. imagine getting to know that you ended a perfectly cool love-filled and no-conflicts relationship over some untrue words of someone whom you actually regard as a good friend of yours. you stayed home thinking why why why would you fall for someone like him, why would you pick him out of all the guys and etc etc. and after two long years... the truth finally came to light. so its your so-called friend who's behind this all this while.. telling you all the cheezy, shabby and sleazy stuffs about him, and you actually buy the story without much thought. and i guess nothing beats the pain of learning that your 'friend' actually had interest in him back then and was bent on separating you guys. how do you feel? like the whole world's toppling upon you? when that hurt is realized, it is flashed back to the FOOLISH multiplied by ten million. but added is GUILT, to your beloved one. love is there, known only to the Foolish with the regret. not seen by the Betrayed, as the haze of pain and hurt interferes.
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