105D。

the thin line between 'SHOULD I' and 'SHOULD I NOT'.
it needs extra courage and determination to allow our my intention become a decision.

;taxed ;drained

cant deny the fact that i aint that strong cos a peek at those messages still leaves me teary.
perhaps its time to change the tone of my calls.

no matter how hard i try not to, even if i get sick on lager and fall asleep, in the end i think about us again. even if i leaned into another person’s embrace, even if i do that, when i open my eyes in the morning i’m so alarmed seeing the phone, remembering that i might have called you while i was drunk last night.

if i were to ask myself one last question, it'd be that "Why does everyone else understand me but not you?".

;
厌倦了伤心流泪 ，有时候只是想让自己勇敢一点。太犹豫不绝总是折磨的起点 。如此放下是想让彼此都好过一些。或许离开才懂得相处。放手了并不代表我以不在乎而只想给彼此更好的选择让自己比较快乐一点。 过去的快乐满足和曾经付出过的一切一切我都会永远记在心里。

letting go isnt as easy as it seems.