cherish (I)

why does it always require a tragedy to take place before we urge ourselves to sober up and decide that its Really time to cherish e ppl ard us? we told ourselves time and time again that the past tragedy Should Be a lesson to be learnt and yet months gone by... and we're still the same old us, the selfish, ignorant, ungrateful, unconcerned, pampered and yet the unappreciative ones. id stay in bed and sleep through the day if those thoughts could go away. but reminders are everywhere.... and they haunt my mind... even when the night's still young. ive got lots of questions inside my mind i wonder who could ever enlighten me. this life's so unpredictable... and perhaps life's simply a FCUK. and the moment i read and perceived the text.. my mind went completely blank but im not sure why i just got the urge to hug you mum and tell you ilu. im all shaky at the thought of whats bound to come next.. dont want and cant afford to lose anyone of u so please take extra good care of yourselves cos if it was for anyone dearer to me, i'd really really lose my mind.............

and for now.......
NOW WHAT??!