'urban span.

"just when it feels ure on a dead end road, theres always somewhere left to turn so dont give up now. ure so close to a brand new day"

and i want it to be over, i so want it to be through... and just when i thought i was done, you pull me in for another run. cant take this, wont take this, cant do this, wont do this... SO... fuck am gettin on with this life and fuck you anyway. ^^

shes never been the kind that ever let her feelings show and she thought that being strong meant never losing her self-control, that she could be sober enough to let go of her pain. to hell with her pride, let it fall like rain... its only a three a.m saturday night, the nights still young, the lights left on, and shes been lying on bed since two thirty with those songs blasted in her ears.. kicks off the covers and recalls about all the stupid happenings that seem to be just a dream and she typed em out. shes living in a world that wont stop pulling a trick on her.. cos one yesterday, everything was easy and shes living life like theres no tomorrow. and now the memories still remind her of how good things used to be, yesterday. and just the same old yesterday, she made a promise to herself that she never gonna be this way cos the only thing that she has ever known is to run.. that she kept on running faster and faster... but now, for the ?th of never, no more 'whatever'....... for the last time, shes gonna break the chain that binds her so shell finally be free. so please go fly. fly into the moon, fly as far as you can cos its a final goodbye i hope.