the news... mayb is nothing to you, but its something to me.
its only till im hyped up, that im willing to type sth out.

坏人

"容忍的人其实并不笨，只是宁可对自己残忍。 我是好人，也是个坏人。分得够狠你才有借口转身。。。宁愿爱一点不剩，也不忍看恋人爱成路人。"

在爱情的世界里，你想当一个坦白的坏人还是放手的好人? 当我们的爱情变得面目全非的时候，如果使坏能让事情变得圆满，我愿做个坏人。。。。 吗? 原來假裝壞人就等於是好人因為不想看到彼此如此傷心度过，只好狠下心要求分開。原本是如此親密的愛人，一下子必需變成陌生人。。。要很不習慣用禮貌性的稱呼對方的名字而不再是曾經親密的匿稱。面對分離不簡單，寧願完全的忘了對方，忘了回忆。。。这样的话，也許再碰面時就可以很輕鬆的面對。

something must have gotten a hold of me, else i doubt i will be saying what i was saying. maybe im just simply tired.. or maybe i had enough of all those moronic actions... maybe i had enough of all those dead words.. maybe maybe.. i just couldnt stop guessing what the hell i was thinking. i tried to be cool and put those words so blunt with a straight face i thought i wouldnt feel a twinge.. i must be out of my mind, and now i feel the prick. tell me what all these prove.

counting down to the opening of an unforeseen brand new chapter....
final 3.5hours to go.

会难过，不知该说什么好。
i wonder if this is gonna do me any good at all.